Wednesday, November 30, 2005 . 2:04 AM

I look forward to working life..but I don't look forward to smart indian teammates....

I-CORE case is sucking the life outta me.
I sit in front of a computer from 9am to 8pm....only time i get out from my seat today was to pee and buy lunch.

I have no brain capacity to think about anything else....
Ughhhh..

Tuesday, November 29, 2005 . 1:28 AM

Moving on always seem like the hardest thing to do.
Initially when I lost my grandma, I thought I'd never be able to feel the same way again.
I thought that moving on would be impossible.

I hate losing people in my life.
But I believe that every loss is a gain.
You learn something about life everytime you go through those heart-wrenching experiences.
Moving on is just part of life. Part of this great life lesson.

Always remember that you're not alone.

Love ya .. =)

Monday, November 28, 2005 . 1:32 AM

I'm starting to think that life is just a compilation of tests.
God is constantly putting us to the test of our faith.
I know I have to stay strong and believe that whatever happens is for a reason.
I just pray and hope that I will be able to accept the answers that He gives me.

Sunday, November 27, 2005 . 2:57 AM

Today was a pretty relaxing day!
Stayed at home the whole day.

Uta, Juin Yi, Steven and Clement came back!!! =)
Happy happy!
We had dinner..with compliments from Uta and Juinyi...
and many many games...
(like mario party, heart attack, scrabble, uno....mahjong..)
I love stay-home games!!!

So my case orientation's starting tomorrow.
*cross fingers* The start of my most tiring 10 days is nearing.
Don't know whether to be excited or sad.

I think I've been so slack lately, it's going to be tough getting back into the groove of school again.

TO AMY: Thanks for the pretty pretty necklace! =) LOVE ITTTT!!!!! *hugz*

Saturday, November 26, 2005 . 1:11 PM

To those who are interested on how my thanksgiving went, here's a rough idea.

My worst fears have come true.......

Thursday, November 24, 2005 . 11:33 AM

Today's Thanksgiving!
Don't really know why people celebrate it but I guess it's a good time for everyone to get together and EAT!

Lynn and I just roasted our turkey.
So excited to see if it'll turn out good!!!

It's that time of the year when my stomach's turning and I'm starting to feel uncomfortable with the thought of big changes in the coming semester.
I realized that every semester, I get nervous about the changes for the coming semester cos' every semester really is very different.
Next semester will be the greatest change for me and sometimes the thought of it scares and excites me all at once.

Great.....

Tuesday, November 22, 2005 . 5:11 PM

Hurt.

Monday, November 21, 2005 . 12:30 PM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BELLEEEEEE.... I'm sooooo sorry for forgetting to wish you on your birthday!!! BUT!!!! I didn't forget it!! Hee. Your present's on it's way from California! =) Hope you had a great birthday!!! *hugz* see u soon.... Oh yes, and by the way, I was looking for a photo of you alone and I realized I only have those of Jie. I wonder why................

Sunday, November 20, 2005 . 12:31 PM

So, generally when people are on holiday, means they get more rest...sleep more...
Somehow it's the exact opposite for me...
Sleep less.... play more....
I guess it's probably cos' it's the weekend.
Now instead of stressing over my studies, I'm stressing over what I should do everyday.
I finally understand why I'm in Bloomington...and it's definitely not to play.

Don't you even wonder sometimes what life would be if you took a different path? As Weiyi said yesterday, every small little thing is a crossroad and these small little things will have some sort of impact on our future. I sometimes wonder if recently I've been making the right decisions but my life has changed a lot since I came back from Singapore. I don't know if I'd want it any different but I know that things happen for a reason and it's God's way of teaching us how to live a better life.

Anyway, since I'm in the mood of Thanksgiving, I shall give thanks to everyone!

To Juinyi, Steven and Uta....for studying with me during my exams even though sometimes you don't need to study, for putting me up at 719 and feeding me well. And for all the fun during breaks! (Oh, and not to forget, all the posts on my facebook wall....)

To Roland, for being my other half..... I truly feel that I would be at a lost in many situations without you. Also for spoiling me when I was sick during my exams....and for being my iron chef.

To Michael and Lynn, for the support and encouragement throughout my exams.... and for being a listening ear to all my stress.

To Eugene and Allen....for always making me smile all the time! =)

To Weiyi, for being so helpful in so many situations....

To Shaun, Qiang and David...for the everlasting friendship we have even though I'm only in Singapore 1/4 of the time... You guys have been there for me, supporting me every step of the way. Really appreciate it.

To Kenn and Chuanxin...for being such a great friends all these years...even though we hardly talk or meet, and for all the "how are you" msgs....=)

To the girls, for the years of fun and laughter we've had. For always making me realize what treasures I have at home waiting for me. =) For the company...and the friendship for the past 5 years.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST....

To my family, for being my undying support and pillar of strength and for the love that you've shower over me....


And to all those not mentioned, thank you for being part of my life one way or another. You have made a difference in my life.

Saturday, November 19, 2005 . 6:01 PM

I'm next to Juinyi as she watches SAW.
Intensed show....my heart's racing even though I've watched it about 4 times.

Anyway, I'm at the start of my holiday week!
Feels so good to be able to not worry about anything...

Thursday, November 17, 2005 . 10:57 AM

So....on Tuesday, there were two tornados in Bloomington.
After that, the weather dropped from 19 degrees, to 9.

The next day....it dropped to 0 degrees with SNOW.

Today....it's -7 degrees.

From a light jacket, to winter jacket with scarf and gloves.
Woohoooo.... great weather here!!!

Can't wait to go homeeeeee.........HOMEEEEEEEEE....... Screwed up weather..... Don't you sometimes wish that you could take back everything and turn back the time.
I think there's alot of things I would like to change in my life.
There are so many things I've done, so many things I've said that I truly regret.
I wish that I could walk more closely to God and let Him lead my life.



Sorry.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005 . 4:48 PM

There's a tornado passing through Bloomington but IU still doesn't cancel classes or EXAMS.
Sigh.

I feel like one of those 3 little pigs. Unfortunately, I'm not the smart pig who lived in a brick home. A MIND GOING ASTRAY.....
I know I really should be studying and thinking about operations and why inventory is such an important part of it.

But.....I just can't help but think about what I wanna do when I get back HOME!

1. Walk along Singapore River...(dun ask me why)
2. Eat all my favorite food!! (mee pok at Balestier...ummmmm)
3. Go to the ZOO!!!
4. Meet up with EVERYONE I have thought of this semester. (and that's a freaking long list)
5. SHOPSHOPSHOP!!!!
6. Go to a club...(I need to feel legal once again)
7. SHOPSHOPSHOP moreee....
8. Borrow my dad's car and enjoy it while I can.
9. Give my parents a GREAT BIG hug!!!

Yes...IF I managed to accomplish all of those stated above, I will be a very happy BOO. *grin*

Monday, November 14, 2005 . 8:58 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005 . 11:27 AM

Manipulative World

Yes....I admit....Girls are manipulative.

It's sad...but it's a fact...(even though' I'm one of them...)

Girls enjoy manipulating guys in every sense of the word.
BUT!!!! the good thing is.... guys enjoy letting themselves being manipulated by girls.
So...there's the balance in the equation!

My New Year's Resolution:
Be LESS manipulative especially with my brother...=)
*hiakhiak* I just want to say....

Allen...you're still very much loved by all of us!!!! =)

Cute little teddy bear!!!!!!

Friday, November 11, 2005 . 10:19 AM

Things University Students Do When They're Bored.



Yes....I do not know how to breathe from my mouth...
Thus, very unsuccessful in my attempt to sound like a chipmunk. *hiak*

Thursday, November 10, 2005 . 6:06 PM

My New Goal For My Coming Semesters At IU!

1. Be able to watch at least 1 hour of TV everyday without worrying about homework and exams.
2. Have weekends off from all extra-curricular activities.
3. Go to church EVERY weekend.
4. Cook at least once everyday! (My new love....)
5. Live in my own little nutshell.
6. Spend more time with my baby niece.
7. Enjoy LIFE!

Yesyes. I need this.... I need to enjoy my university life......
So, today's technically the last day of my lectures.
A great feeling of relief that the end is nearing!

Feels even better knowing that I'm one of the few who's going to have a 10-days long Thanksgiving Break!

I really hope I'll go somewhere. Make use of my time! I think I've had enough of Bloomington for the semester.

I need a change.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005 . 11:00 AM

So, it's that time of the month again.
Where eating becomes an hourly affair.

Dublin Mudslide, Cheezy Links, Cookies, Tong Yun....
"Those are a few of my favorite things!"

Yummy...

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here's some flight updates!
Arriving in Singapore Dec13
Departing Singapore Jan1

Looking forward to home.....*grin*

Monday, November 07, 2005 . 6:52 PM

I'm scared.
I don't understand a page of finance.
Even though I try to listen in class everyday...somehow the words don't really connect to a proper sentence in my mind.

So my finals are in 4 days time.
I don't know whether to be happie that it's going to be over soon or to be sad that I'm so unprepared.
Hate this feeling.

I've stocked my house with snacks to last me through these 4 grueling days!
*Cross fingers*

Sunday, November 06, 2005 . 12:58 AM

There's always a conflict of interests.

Sometimes when I look at things at a broader perspective, I kinda feel that my life with Roro is a real blessing in disguise.

Saturday, November 05, 2005 . 11:06 PM

Thursday, November 03, 2005 . 11:14 AM

Check out my cutie-pie! When I see all those smiley faces, I then realize that we are actually pretty happie people! =)

Good times...with great friends...

(minus all the studying...)

Wednesday, November 02, 2005 . 11:44 PM

Juin Yi is cool....=)