Tuesday, October 26, 2004 . 11:40 AM

I think I'm just getting lazier everyday.
I just wanna study.
Don't really want to do anything else anymore.

Just sent Roland to school.
I can't wait to get my license.
Actually, I think I'm already driving as though I've had my license all along.
Hahaha.

I was just telling him that I think the Asian sorority girls are pretty damn bimbotic.
And as I was telling him that, I thought of the girlz.
Hahaha.
And we always say Jie acts so bimbo.....she has met her competitors!
So jie, you really ain't that bad.
hee..... In fact, I think it's pretty mild compared to those here.
I feel like trying to take a video of them and show it to u guys. hahaha. *wink*
miss ya babez!!!

I'm tired.
I don't know whether it's cos' I'm sick or cos' I'm just freakin' lazy...
But I'm tired.

Saturday, October 23, 2004 . 9:39 AM

Didn't go Ohio in the end.
Don't think I wanna go up and get stuck there feeling sick and all.
No mummie and daddie to look after.
hee.

Watched Shark's tale with my bro and ro yesterday.
Pretty good.
Reminded me alot of finding nemo.

My house FINALLY has tv.
So happie now...
I'm a happy tv girl!

6months......=) thanks babe.

Tuesday, October 19, 2004 . 5:44 PM

So cold.
At Roland's place now.
He's snoring his ass off.
I'm waiting to go for training tonight.
Meanwhile, I have to do my presentation.
But I'm just too lazy.

Was reading Ashley's blog.
He was talking about AC and stuff.
Made me start thinking of my JC days.
I don't know whether I can say those days were the happiest of my life.
But AC is where I made really really great friends.
I can't imagine wat my life would be without the guys, without Janice... without all my juniors. haha. Like if I didn't know Xiangwei, my life would be so boring and I would never have learnt how to be so patient. hahahaha.
I guess those AC days were really my growing up days.

I still think my MG days are right on top of the list.
I yearn for my sec4 days once more...... heehee

Here in America, it's the REAL world.
I've suffered quite a bit because of my non-confrontational ways and not being able to stand up for myself.
But if you don't speak up, you'll always be at the losing end.
It's so different being the minority in the majority as opposed to the other way around.
*sigh* Now I appreciate Singapore's racial harmony day.
hee.... 2 more months!!!!

To my darling MG friends, Ms Goh is sick again. Hope u guys will take some time off to pray for her recovery.


It's funny how everyone gets so worked up over blogs.
To me, it's the people who write in blogs who take the risk of being judged by airing their private affairs.
It's not as if these online "diaries" are private.
No such thing as privacy on the internet.
God knows who's been reading mine.
It's all about selective writting. =)
Anyway, we all have our silly and childish moments which gets us all flustered up for nothing.
Ugh. I'm always going through that.....

Today I had my X201 exam.
I seriously HATE mcq.
Don't think I'm doing too well for this paper.
So frustrating for me to have to study so last minute because I wasted precious study time over the weekend watching Americans bowl.

More on that issue, I realised that those few and rare Singapore people in bowling who has lousy attitude on the lanes are NOTHING compared to the Americans.
hahaha. They really think that they are all-that.
One of the guys on my team got so mad he punched the chair and he hand bled.
?!!!?!!!?!!!
The only thing I truly admire the Americans for is their confidence on the lanes.
Confidence really goes a long way....
I need that!!!

Need to go ZzZzzZzzz...I think I'm falling sick.
Stupid weather.
Always raining.... and it's so damn cold.
Brrrrr.....

Monday, October 18, 2004 . 1:44 AM

Just came back from competition in Indy.
Screwed up.
I was miserable.
Now I truly appreciate Uncle John.
Not that I never did, but now more so than ever.

I miss bowling at home....
It's easy to say bowling is just bowling but it's not the same over here as it is at home.
I loved the school competitions.
Miss it so much.
Over here it's so different.
So screwed uppp....
Nothing makes things worse than having a screwed up coach to go with it.
Now I'm seriously reconsidering my decision.
I have better things to do....

The only good thing is, IU men won the competition.
First time in 5 years.
Hahaha. sounds rather pathetic but ya...better than nothing i guess?
I need to rest..... *sigh*

Friday, October 15, 2004 . 11:22 AM

Bloomington has turned to gloomy town.
The sky's perpetually dark and the ground's always wet.
Reminds me of London.
Dark and gloomy days are ahead of us.
*whine*

This weekend is the start of many bowling competitions ahead.
Though my back is aching like crazy, I'm quite looking forward to bowling competitively again.
Quite exciting.
One of those "whole new experience" feeling.

Anyway, I was just looking through Belle's blog and I LOVE UR PINK HAIR.
Ugh. I wish mine had turned out like that.
haha.
My hair has turned grassy on me.
The environment here is not exactly skin and hair friendly.
I can't wait to cut my hair!!!

Sleepyyy...*yawn*

Wednesday, October 13, 2004 . 10:04 AM

I've got my tickets home!
Leaving on the 16th Dec.
Too bad i'll only be home for three weeks.
Unlike my 3 months during summer.
Hahaha.

I'm so sleepy.... Keep sleeping at 3am, waking up at 9.
Ughhhh.

I miss.........

1.my babes.
2.orchard road (minus the crowd)
3.my room
4.good food.
5.MAHJONG
6.my mahjong kaikees.
7.my second home. *wink*
8.Bez friend
9.ALL MY FRIENDS....

Basically, i just need to go home.

If only I could pack Roland in my bag and smuggle him home too. Can i?

Monday, October 11, 2004 . 11:25 PM

I'm feeling just about miserable.
Like as if my life is controlled by people.
Not just my parents.
Like two is not enough. I need another few more to just dictate wat I should or should not be doing.

I just want to live my life so that I am HAPPY.
Times like these I just wanna run back home to my friends and just enjoy LIFE.
Play mahjong......
Hahaha.

Help meeeee....

Saturday, October 09, 2004 . 2:32 AM

Just finished cooking chicken curry and lemon squares for tomorrow.
So tired.
I have battle wounds too.
In the midst of peeling the potatoes, I decided to peel myself too.
Hahaha.

Just uploaded some new photos.
Been too lazy to upload photos.
I'm just too busy nowadays.
I need a break!!!

I hate it when I pms.
I think the people around me hate it too though.
*heehee*

Thursday, October 07, 2004 . 2:43 PM

I just got back from my Law exam.
Think I screwed up. Again.
Feeling's pretty sucky especially since Law is the only class I bother to do work consistently for.
And Law is the only class I study intensively for.
Ugh. Really sucks.

Anyway, I've been suffering from lack of sleep of late due to all the studying I've been having to do.
And because of the lack of sleep, now i'm sick.
Good job Boo.
*pat on the back*

Training started this week.
Totally different from what we do at home.
And the competition format is so different.
They play BAKER system for competitions!!
HAhahahahaa.. I always thought the coaches made us do that just for fun.
Didn't expect it to be a proper format.
Interesting tho.
Very team based system they have.
*sigh*
I still prefer home bowling.
I feel so out of place.
Small...
And my team shirts fit Roland better than they fit me.
Ughhhh...

*I miss my mummie and daddie.
First time since I've came.
I've always been too busy to think about missing home but recently, despite the busi-ness, I still yearn to talk to them some how or another.
Oh well... =P

Jerry Springer coming up next!! Woohoo. my trashy show for the day. *grin*

Saturday, October 02, 2004 . 3:58 AM

Just came back from clubbing.
I think i'm losing my groove. haha. (if i even had one to start with).
I just don't like to club much nowadays.
Rather study or watch tv..
Something that doesn't make me puke. haha.

Anyway!! Roro is sick on the couch.
My toilet stinks.
Ugh. After all the hard work last weekend cleaning it to sparkling clean condition, I'm back to square one.
Hahahaha.
Is it a sign?!!

*yawn* Sleepy Boo.....